Yes, the struggle is real! When you work full time and are taking few hours of your day to invest in something you are passionate about will hurt you mostly than inspire you. Because that is a lot of frustration, and evil eyes around. If you don’t have the right people, the right support around you will give up easily and will regret or not. Sometimes delegating people are not even your option, is not even mine at this point.
Life is not only about work full time is about respecting yourself, living and taking breaks. I need to remind myself constantly I am human because the society makes me more a machine than a person and human. We are already facing the challenges of not missing work days, hours, and constantly delivering a number of production daily and proof to the supervisors you are more than a machine an easy soul that they can vacuum all your energy and in exchange of few words of ” Hey, great job today!”
Here is my point, if you don’t make time for your goals that is not going to have anything in life delivering that to you by your door.
Things don’t happen that easy. It is sad but is not impossible. I have to constantly live a fantasy word by listening music all day to drift my mind from the negative thoughts that the struggles bring. At least that fantasy still keeps you up alive while you keep moving forward.
Is not an easy task to wake up everyday 5am and get ready for work and come home after 8 hrs of work feeling super exhausted and have to keep yourself sane and continue to carry on your work.
Every day after work I focus on social media schedules and content creating. I need to find a part-time job to supply the income in order to keep bills paid.
I am social media coordinator for a social media network and now I need to wear the hat for a social media creator and social media manager part-time.
I drop college for many reasons one of the reasons I drop college is because is no time to make money, live life and study. I don’t make enough to supply basic living expenses such as rent, car, gas, utilities. All that is too high already and now I am in a search for a part-time job in order to make things work.
As coming from a different country that is no value in comparing because Brazil is beautiful but no jobs and no value there. Hope one day improves, but no comparing we all struggling together. Doesn’t matter where are you the struggle follows and it depends of us working hard to make the change. I would love to be the proof to say ” is not need to work hard to have it all” but that doesn’t happen to real people who hassle in life.
It is a constantly battle to juggling with finances though that skipping the taxes will help alleviate the pain because last year i skipped the taxes for 6 months and just paid $200 back to IRS and this year is crazy the amount of taxes that I still own $2k. I wrote off everything I legally can and still. Trump wants to make taxes even worst. How in the freak word I am going to be able to survive daily?
I believe a financial plan is to budget, and yes I do have a freaking budget that is hard to guess how much your utilities will end up in the month. I also I don’t know where to find a cheap rent where is safe and close to work. I am doing what I can to decent and simple life. I ask myself all the time. Why? It is not denial and no lacking accepting.
I do have so much to be grateful but everyday I wake up and in the end of the day I go to bed freaking out that I will lose all again and face with the same experiences I went thru in the past, living in the streets because been jobless is no difference than having a job.
Job pays you but is not enough to go by.
I will get sick eventually, I will need OTC and I will have to replace my eyeglasses, I will need bandaid boxes if i cook my finger trying to chop some chicken, my point is things will go out of plan sometimes and who and what will be the solution for that?
When you hassle and work hard you hope that something might light up but is not always like that because everyone’s time is different and the good thing is everyone will have your time to shine.
I will keep up my positive attitude around my insanity and in between my struggles.
If you follow me you will see what happens.
Until next blog!